A Complex Divinity
Sorry!
Singles
Gentle breath, I am here again
Darkened place, so far away from grace
A hostage in my mind no peace that I can find
Tears of subtle glimpses of joy that I can find
Dragging weights around and pills to keep me grounded
Living life alone, you won’t understand
Try embracing life once more
You know I love you, I adore, you adore
This barren land called life sees no joy
This butterfly’s wings they are torn
Seen among the roses lies the thorn
Understand the power of goodbye
If you could ever see,
The shine of sunlit snow or insects in the dark that glow
If you should ever hear,
The rain which falls at night by storm, or words by candlelight
If you should ever touch,
The hand that cradles your face, or kiss and hold embrace
Seize the moment in your hand,
Forming love and understand, your demand
This barren land called life sees no joy
This butterfly’s wings they are torn
Seen among the roses lies the thorn
Understand the power of goodbye
The memories fade as time goes by
more distance
Moving me towards the presence of events
life of fear
lifes’ unclear
Depleted words & emotional rot
Impressions of our time I sought
the shades of sorrow
the colors swim
The wingless sparrow
The birdless hymn
Thru another eyes we’re blind
Like invisible line of time
The murder of ravens serene
And those that we loved demeaned
Leave me to deal
Let me die unto self
Maybe I’m cold maybe I’m finally alive
Will I see the fire, pressed, and formed above
The flames of faith are cooling to coals
Disturbing the peace that’s in the soul
Carrying the burden of pasts yet again ,again
Does the bird song ever sing sorrow or pain
Time never healed,it just erased, erased the scene
And the fire rests on my soul
And dissension sharing its moment in whole
The Sharp edge of truth cuts and I bleed
The silent majority hears what I see
The task leaves us bruised from pasts yet again, again
pre chorus
chorus
Hear it, right now
Should I fear it, somehow
Hear it, right now
Hear me, say your there
And I’ll know I’m not alone
chores twice
A violent rain falls now, your cold and feared
A child that was here is gone away yet near
In times of restless doubt I turn to you
Faithful hearts won’t compromise and never will let go
Save our love
Define our souls
Pray I stay, and hold you close
A blinded stare, a touch a glare
Gentle hands caressed
Leave this pain in the shadows love
Don’t forget the name, we’ll always remember this life
Save our love
Define our souls
Pray I stay, and hold you close
The essence of life brings
Time and wonders to
Cleanse our minds and see
We have found our way home
She holds the lights of time
She craves all of life then cries
Whats so different from you and I
Behind her tears are walls
With sadness and life’s mistakes
She’ll never regain control
A life of Sin
Living or dying,I’m a shadow of dust
Who robbed all of the things you once loved
Im an endless disease
And your life we belong to my wall
That’s the difference of you and I
The Torn Wings of Allusion
Was broken and beat down
Was longing for a change
From the time I spent alone dying
I dared to look up
I dared to cry aloud
I felt the love from you surround me
In the calm of confusion
I began to learn
The lessons learned and why they burn
So glorious
Are his ways
So mysterious
He strengthens the weak and the lame
As the dawn is ending
No one’s speaking the truth
And my desire is there is victory
For you to come Alive………..I’m Alive
They were broken and beat down
We’re looking for a change
The government’s choice on us brought pain
Their pungent deception
Exhausted by their lies
Trapped by the shelter they provide
Death may become you
A holocaust may come
Just remember Yahweh’s son, he lives
So Glorious, are his ways
So mysterious, he strengthens the weak and the lame
As the dawn is ending
No one’s speaking the truth
My desire is there is victory
For you to come Alive…Come alive
As the dawn is ending
No ones speaking the truth
And my desire is there is victory
For you to come Alive..I’m Alive
Here, Ashura’s found her way in you
Her mask betrays the fool
Tell me, align me
Sell me, remind me
Now the wind’s beneath her wings
She soars spreading her disease
Into the land of Mizraim she bore
A different name Isis is the whore
Tell me, remind me
Sell me, define me
Mary child, Semiramis & Tamuz, Horus & Isis
Cloning appearance accuser
Here queen of heaven of love
The love has decayed
Lying, no truth within your speech
Designing, a plan for all and each
Mary child, Semiramis & Tamuz, Horus & Isis
Cloning appearance
Lady, you shine “You shine unto the world”
Mysterious, “mysterious you are”
They will embrace, the magic
Semiramis Ishtar
Mother star you shined unto the lands
You cloak in white, leading a demise
Mary child, Semiramis & Tamuz, Horus & Isis
Cloning appearance King of Tyre
And now you’re trapped by the lies
The sheep white disguise, deception at best
The fear, you’re feeling in you
Is what you’ve longed for, is what you’ll die for
The pain, you ran away from, immersed within it, is what you died for
With no certainty that I’ll stay alive
I’m trailing on
Shelter me on these roads for I’m alone
Leaving all the things I’ve known
I’ve left behind
Everyone I’ve known they’re dead or gone
Mene Mene Tekel Upharsin
Believing all scriptures of darkness in truth
The lies of Sanhedrin abandon their truth
Let us run to the mountains of Jordan
Abandon society’s violence and lies
I, I am in this land
A foreign hand led to this land Kadesh
Share, sharing what I’ve read
The books of old led to this land Kadesh
Why are their fires lost
They can not see a thing
Trapped by Ideology
They tend to believe in vain
They died along with passion
Now reading with faction
There you’ll find your nevermore…Nevermore
Infidel rises for Yeshua
His love is sincere
Exiled from the herd
No mercy for them
We’ll die alone in truth
Appearing aloof
And there you’ll find your nevermore…Nevermore
The rituals played from Babylon
Theology practiced from dawn
Carelessly they’ll fall by their approach
“Traditions save” will be their quote
Why don’t you know what you believe in
When nothing is loving or giving the truth anymore
There’s only one truth, you’ll be no priest to me
Lordly and aloof, you’ll be no priest to me
They died along with passion
Now reading with faction
There you’ll find your nevermore…Nevermore
We’ll die alone in truth
Appearing aloof
And there you’ll find your nevermore…Nevermore
Survival
was a morale struggle
The good people died first
Those who wouldn’t steal
Or prostitute themselves died with their dignity
Those who refuse to eat corpses died
Innocence was lost within,purity
Guiltless, gone from life and mind
Holodomor
The will to live is born
Surviving thru the storm
Families are torn
The brave will all be missed
But the shame of living now exist
A woman Dr friend wrote in 33
A cannibal she wasn’t yet
Not sure that I shall not
Be one by the time
This letter reaches you
Dignity, Integrity,Character
Innocence is lost within,purity
Guiltless gone from my heart and soul
Holodomor
The will to live is born
Surviving thru the storm
Families are torn
The brave will all be missed
But the shame of living now exist
What if I could hold the past
And explain to you at last
I know I’d be lost for words
In this grief lies the tragedy, my last words
From the murder that killed the self, we don’t forget
All the questions have no end
The Reflections where I’ve been
To bear the ruling I ascend, I begin
No hellos and no goodbyes
In this guilt I’m paralyzed
Stagnant chaos bares its cries in my mind
Where did I go
The man who who used to have a dream
The sleepers world brings morrow
Fractures well cured
Make us more strong
The cold and barren days
In this grief was a tragedy, it’s absent
From the murder that killed the self
I don’t forget
All the questions see an end
The Reflections where I’ve been
To bear the ruling I ascend, descending
No helloes and no goodbyes
In this guilt I was paralyzed
Stagnant chaos bares its truth, in my mind
All the questions found some end
The Reflections of where I’ve been
To bear the ruling I ascend, to order
No hellos and no goodbyes
In this guilt I have survived
Stagnant chaos bore its truth, In my mind
Reflections, never fear, reflections
Watching as she’s breathing in agony
Death surrounding her destiny
There’s no peace
I’ll ride on this carrier of slavery
Watch her fighting with bravery, as she preparres for grace
Waiting breath more life in this woman
She’s so lifeless and barren, I’m dying as well
Screaming inside must be dreaming
Oh my G-d why’s this happening, please take me as well
How I knew that this would come
The grave secrets I kept from you
A facade of things okay displayed
Holding back my tears of love can’t protect you anymore
Was I wrong to keep from you
All your fears
Talitha Koum
No response
Talitha Koum
No response
Talitha Koum
No response
Talitha Koum
No
Time, time, time
A healer they say
Betraying, it steals life away
Can’t get back moments betrayed, it reveals its silent face
A silent agreement
A look, a nod, or touch
Is the world you desire, it says so much
Don’t lose your faith, don’t lose your ground
Discover
We have the power to be profound
Discover
No one can imagine us to live our lives in peace
It resides in our dreams a hopeful destiny
Appreciation for each other could be at our hands
But it’s not the world we live in
Instead it’s power, greed, and me, me, me
The bees in your mind, the snake in your tongue
Speaking the words of mouth
The coldness inside is all I can bear
The plank in your eye, the splinter in mine
Cedars of Lebanon
The goodness we give the more they’ll believe
The love of all grow cold, the hate for kindness unfolds
We’ve lost our way in humanity, and tensions grow
Our patience have grown thin, for others what they believe in
Embrace the cultural decay, has become society’s way
We are the change
Deliver us from hate
The powers in our hand
Rise up and take a stand
A desire to listen, and words of love to believe in
No emotional degrade, and laughter reigns
A promise is binding, the lovers of truth are admired
And tears of joy are the norm, and smiles worn
When lions lay with the lamb, empathy is in the man
We found our way in humanity, we found our way
A paradise of fools
Forgetting they can’t change the rules
He knows they’ll never see
The Great Discovery
Butterflies, our wings are torn by travels
The desperate race to change things
Yields our madness real
Feeding, the past that keeps us hostage
Setting up the boundaries placing all away
Crawling thru the steps that have tripped you only to make less sense
Your arrogance speaks loudly to change the events
If you hadn’t spoken those words, or had been some other place
Your lying to yourself again your distraction your disgrace
The theory of the Black Swan
You’ve lost all hope to live again……….You’ll never find your peace
Can you remember when, you lived in here and now
Do you recall your life with me somehow
Before the tragedy, you lived life full and free
But now your just an empty shell
A haunting guilt the maniacle
Placing their hands on your neck
No closure to the full gravity, to you it makes more sense
Living this comfort it’s all you’ve known
Grounding yourself in illusions
Eventually you will come to see that this was all about you
The theory of the Black Swan
You’ve lost all hope
To live in now…………You’ll never live in peace
Can you remember when, you lived in here and now
Do you recall your life with me somehow
Before the tragedy, you lived life full and free
But now your just an empty shell